How would I know when I am happy, if it weren't for being sad?

I feel like a few rays of sunshine are creeping into my little gray patch of the world.

Spring always makes me feel unsettled and insecure.

Maybe this was the last time.

But I don't know how to make it better.

I have been on a string of sad days for a bit now.

I feel somehow poetically sad.

I really don't know if that is better, but I can pretend.

Who else is pretending?